I went to Greece last month and it was an amazing trip. It was a time to celebrate 25 years of marriage to my best friend, I had an idea of posting about each day exactly a month later on my blog and then posting it on on mine and my wife's FB page. Now, to be perfectly blunt, very few people consistently read my blog and none of my FB friends are putting any pressure on me at all to post everyday. Yet I put pressure on myself to do it. So when I didn't post yesterday and got one day behind on this self imposed deadline and decided I would do two days today, and as of 9:30 p.m. had not done either I began to freak out. Why? I really want to post about every day, but who cares whether it's exactly a month behind? Why do we put so much pressure on ourselves for no real reasons?
I think everybody goes off kilter sometimes. Not exactly like me, but I don't always go off kilter for the same reasons. But it is important that when I do go off kilter, I bring myself back. When this happens, I ask God for help. I ask my family for help and I make changes. Sometimes it just means letting myself off the hook for something. Sometimes it means not believing lies. Sometimes it means changing my plans.
So, as far as my memories of the trip go, I hope to recount each day on the blog and then on Facebook. But I do that because I love writing and I loved the trip and for no other reason. It's not going to have to be each day 1 month later like some self imposed a to z challenge. And If I never finish it, so what? It was a good trip and Amy and I both know it.
There are enough pressure on us as a society, that we need to stop putting additional burdens on ourselves and our friends and family.
I'll be back tomorrow, or so, to tell you about losing my phone on the Island of Sifnos on June 11th and the other more interesting things that happened that day. I kicked myself a lot for losing my phone, but that was not an important thing that happened that day. I kicked myself a lot for not posting yesterday, but that was not an important part of yesterday. Today, I worked for 8 hours at the movie theatre and when I got home there was a tornado waning after dinner. After our family got back from the basement, my time was better spent decompressing with the family than holing myself up with the computer just to meet some imaginary time requirements. I just sometimes have to remind that to my foot when it wants to kick myself.
